Wednesday, September 10, 2014

Anonymous said: This is an amazing blog. Good luck getting bottom surgery :)

thanks very much :) i feel like i don’t use it as much as i should but it’s very kind of you to say

Tuesday, September 9, 2014

I had a dream last night that I got phallo and my arm scar healed up really well like you could only see the edges but my actual phallus looked like a packer and I could take it off? And it had like a catheter built into it so I could pee naturally but it was huge and very peachy. Weird stuff

Wednesday, September 3, 2014
17 months on t, 14 months post top surgery

17 months on t, 14 months post top surgery

I saw my gp yesterday about referring me to the laurels. He said he will look into it, write me a referral, and put it to the board to request funding. He said it’ll take a few weeks, which is quicker than I expected, but I won’t hold my breath just yet. Excited that things are moving forward though

Sunday, August 24, 2014

thequeerwholived:

i just scratched my chin and it made the itchy beard noise like the hairs are coarse and beardy and make the noise now instead of just being long fluff strings

Thursday, August 14, 2014

i’m really mad because i had a drs appointment yesterday to talk about referring me to notts or the laurels (mans not going anywhere near chx) so i can then get referred to the london team for bottom surgery and i fucking forgot about it and i’m so mad with myself because my dysphoria is getting worse and worse every day and i just want it sorted now

Monday, August 4, 2014
alright ignore the joint but i forgot i took this the other day and saw it on my phone and didn’t know who those legs belong to because they’re so hairy. apparently i don’t even recognise my own body parts now :’)

alright ignore the joint but i forgot i took this the other day and saw it on my phone and didn’t know who those legs belong to because they’re so hairy. apparently i don’t even recognise my own body parts now :’)

Monday, July 28, 2014

(nearly) 16 months on t general update

thequeerwholived:

I have never ever had bottom dysphoria until now and now it’s like all fucking come and once and ughhhhh. I just want phallo now

Wednesday, July 16, 2014
man my chest scars are so faded and stuff :)

man my chest scars are so faded and stuff :)